Jazzmine Rixen, 23
Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
I’m a half German, half Indian girl that lives in Malaysia. For those of you don’t know Malaysia is a Muslim country with the population of mostly Malays, Chinese & Indians. It’s also a very conservative country… We literally have a written law that states we are not allowed to have anal sex and give/receive blow jobs. Yeah, we need a human rights movement up in this bitch ASAP. Anyway, living here as mixed race kid I was ALWAYS the odd one out. I’m not exaggerating when I say 99.9% of Malaysians are 5ft tall, pitch black hair, really tanned, typically slender (because it’s always a competition who’s skinnier). Here I am 5ft 7, ever changing hair colour, light skin, full figured, big bug eyes. The list could go on but the point is I was considered to be weird looking.
The whole of my teen years I strived to be “NORMAL” . I starved myself to a sickly 45kg/99pounds , took off all my piercings, dyed my hair black, started doing all the things & pretending to like all the things normal Asians liked. But there was still ALWAYS something that wasn’t good enough. Always another pound I could lose, always a better way I could dress. Continue reading…